American Idol Josh Gracin apologizes for suicide scare, says he's getting help 08/15/2014 Josh Gracin has written a message to his friends and family apologizing for the apparent suicide note he posted on his Facebook account Thursday. Read More RELATED NEWS 'American Idol' alum Josh Gracin expecting fifth childRuben Studdard and Clay Aiken perform a duet for first time in 13 years on 'The View'Rickey Smith, former 'American Idol' finalist, dead at age 36 TAGS: American Idol Josh Gracin