American Idol Kelly Clarkson: My husband Brandon Blackstock is "not my other half" 04/16/2015 "He's a whole and I'm a whole," Kelly Clarkson admits to Redbook of husband Brandon Blackstock. "I've never believed in someone taking care of me." Read More RELATED NEWS 'American Idol' Season 1 finalist Nikki McKibbin dies at age 42 Kelly Clarkson says her weight reflects her happiness -- "It's when I'm fat that I'm happy"Kelly Clarkson: "I wanted to kill myself" when I was "really skinny" TAGS: American Idol Kelly Clarkson