American Idol Kelly Clarkson says her weight reflects her happiness -- "It's when I'm fat that I'm happy" 11/16/2017 Kelly Clarkson says her weight is a physical reflection of her emotional state. Read More RELATED NEWS 'American Idol' Season 1 finalist Nikki McKibbin dies at age 42 Kelly Clarkson says her weight reflects her happiness -- "It's when I'm fat that I'm happy"Kelly Clarkson: "I wanted to kill myself" when I was "really skinny" TAGS: American Idol Kelly Clarkson Miranda Lambert
