The Houstons: On Our Own Nick Gordon lawyers say he "desperately wants to be with" his love Bobbi Kristina Brown 02/19/2015 Bobbi Kristina Brown's longtime boyfriend Nick Gordon is apparently missing her terribly and making quiet efforts to be with her. Read More RELATED NEWS Nick Gordon shares intimate Bobbi Kristina Brown photos: "You're the first thing I think about when I wake up..."Nick Gordon ordered by judge to pay over $36 million in damages in Bobbi Kristina Brown's wrongful death civil lawsuitNick Gordon ruled legally responsible for Bobbi Kristina Brown's death by Atlanta judge in civil case TAGS: Whitney Houston